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.Why don't you tell Griffen what you're feeling?" Jenna asked."Because we just got everything sorted out between us.This is my thing to get over.I can't risk losing Griffen, so I have to figure it out on my own.I put him through hell for a while there.It'll hurt him too much — he won't get it.""If you're marrying him, he's gonna have to get it.""No.I'm not making the same mistake twice.I'm going to protect this relationship at all costs.Even if it's against myself.""Tea, you've been so focused on the protecting part of your plan that you forgot about the other mistake you kept making," Aubrey said seriously."What do you mean?""Communication.If you have worries then you have to tell Griffen about them," Jenna said."Did you not hear me? I put Griffen through hell.I don't want to upset him when we're finally together.""You made him sweat it out for a couple of days.It's not Dr.Zhivago we're talking about here.I think he'll live.""I don't know, Aubrey.I feel bad.I know my feelings are irrational.""Of course, they're irrational," Aubrey said, with a dramatic slurping of her appletini."That's why they're called 'feelings,' otherwise everyone would just call them 'thoughts.'" Aubrey continued on, "have faith in what you feel and what you want.That's what feelings are there for.Life is a real asshole.It may give you something nice, but it will make that nice thing hard as fuck to keep.Right, Jenna? Jenna, are you okay? Fuck, you're so quiet.""What? Oh, yes.Right." Jenna must be drunk because Aubrey was making loads of sense.In fact, it was causing her to rack her brain to collect her thoughts and memories.She wanted something good and nice.How could she so desperately want to enjoy her feelings with Wyatt without it meaning something?"Enough picking on me," Tea said."Jenna's awfully quiet over there.I swear, Jenna, you look so hot in that dress.You need to shake your cookies more often.I mean, you're built like you model for mud flaps, but you keep trying to be serious doctor lady.""Tea, you're just all about meddling now, aren't you?""Yes.I warned you it was my turn.""And I actually happen to be a serious doctor lady.""Just keep telling yourself that.You're not fooling us, we know you need to get some action, like Tea said," Aubrey said assuredly."Why are you picking on me? I'm just having a dry spell.Tea had the whole Sahara desert.""Yeah, and we should've stepped in sooner.I’m worried you’ll end up in some kind of nunnery for hot, delusional doctors.I think we need to nip that in the bud right now.""I'm glad you waited to push me.It was worth it to wait for Griffen," Tea said dramatically, as she started to get emotional again."Ugh, see what you did, Brey? You got the drunk waterworks going again.Give the crybaby a cocktail napkin, would you?""You always change the subject, Jenna.Point is, you haven't gotten any in a while.""And, that's none of your business.""It is my business because I live with you and it's making you be bratty.I don't like it.""It's not my fault that no one is doing it for me.""Except Wyatt," Tea said, then immediately started sipping so hard through her cocktail straw that her cheeks had hollowed."Shut up about Wyatt.""I knew it!" Aubrey exclaimed, pointing at Jenna."Wasn't I right, Tea?""Of course, Brey, it's kind of obvious.""What is?""That you want to jump Wyatt's Latin-Irish bones, and you're mad at yourself for it," Tea explained."She's right Jenna," Aubrey added."I think you should go for it with Wyatt.I mean other than your nighttime solo fun, you are practically celibate.""Nighttime fun?" Tea asked eagerly."Oh yeah, Jenna has been having sexy dreams recently.In fact, they started ever since that Denver game.""Hmm, I wonder what that means," Tea said, with a laugh, and then she swooned a bit before continuing."Uh-oh, guys I think I'm too drunk, maybe I need to go home.""Yeah, that sounds like a good idea," Aubrey answered."Let's take a cab to my place," Tea said."Awesome," Aubrey cheered in agreement."Are you coming, Jenna?""Oh, I'd love that, but I really need to get home.You guys head on without me.I have to take care of stuff there in the morning."Thank God we're all drunk and they believe me, because my excuses are terrible [ Pobierz całość w formacie PDF ]